hate this lots and lots.

I'm afraid. Really afraid that this is becoming a real thing.

I'm starting to think that I feel them because of the loneliness. If it bounds to be true, it's better to be clear once and for all. But, probably this could be the real thing.

OH FOR GOD SAKE, JANE. MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND.

I'm always having those thoughts. URGHHHH.

Soooooo, do I or I'm not?

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