Asphyxiation.
I spent years pining for you and look where it got me! I'm very unstable and filled with miserable thoughts. I thought I've forgotten you but oh NO, you still managed to creep all the way into my head. You goddamn son of a bitch. Let me clear something up, I'm not malfunctioning and still acting as a normal person do. I just frustrate over myself that why does it still haunts me so much. Theses few days I found myself stalking you over the internet and this little incident is very unhealthy and absorbs me with nothing left. You brought me to life. You made changes in me. You captivated me. You were the one and only that made me feel complete. And now, screw you .