When?
There's always comes a hard time to look for your soul mate. You might be thinking he is doing a job across your place or you thought she is the one who smiles at you everyday at the cafe but apparently it's just because the 'smile' is a necessity for a waitress.
If you ask me, I would say I've been looking everywhere since my high school because that was the time where all the hormones and the urges came alive. Teenagers is the most rebellious stage, sadly. I got through the five year of high school and still, no sign of any true love never dies but there was a love at first sight, so, I deserve a pat on my back and a congratulation speech.
Everyone needs love. Everyone craves for love. Because, without love, they would be a person with nothing but hollow inside their bodies. Even if it means paying money to get some love, they would do it. We shouldn't really blaming them tho. It's only because human nature. If we should be blaming, we should just blame the nature cycle, the preys and predators among the humans who seeks for food and shelter and any to keeps themselves good and warm. Then they wanted love, a companion for the rest of their life. But how often they could find?
I'm now in the journey of being 20 years old, and oh dear, not a first one yet. I keep telling myself probably the time has not come but, I'm only being silly because I am in such a belief that fairy tales exists but no. Nope. They do not exists and even if they do, they are just only few fingers.
Despite my belief in fairy tales, I can't help but dreaming about who will be the lucky guy? The one who gotten so lucky to be with me? Not saying I'm in the high rating list, but I'm not very bad and very good. Just average, adequate. Just... nice.
I wonder what he is doing, do he have the same Sherlock addiction as me? Is he a hopeless romantic? Is he wearing a spec now? How tall is he? 180? or just average, like 175? Do he believe in fairy tales?
These just merely parts of the questions I formed in my mind. I just only hope for the best. To be hopeful.
If you ask me, I would say I've been looking everywhere since my high school because that was the time where all the hormones and the urges came alive. Teenagers is the most rebellious stage, sadly. I got through the five year of high school and still, no sign of any true love never dies but there was a love at first sight, so, I deserve a pat on my back and a congratulation speech.
Everyone needs love. Everyone craves for love. Because, without love, they would be a person with nothing but hollow inside their bodies. Even if it means paying money to get some love, they would do it. We shouldn't really blaming them tho. It's only because human nature. If we should be blaming, we should just blame the nature cycle, the preys and predators among the humans who seeks for food and shelter and any to keeps themselves good and warm. Then they wanted love, a companion for the rest of their life. But how often they could find?
I'm now in the journey of being 20 years old, and oh dear, not a first one yet. I keep telling myself probably the time has not come but, I'm only being silly because I am in such a belief that fairy tales exists but no. Nope. They do not exists and even if they do, they are just only few fingers.
Despite my belief in fairy tales, I can't help but dreaming about who will be the lucky guy? The one who gotten so lucky to be with me? Not saying I'm in the high rating list, but I'm not very bad and very good. Just average, adequate. Just... nice.
I wonder what he is doing, do he have the same Sherlock addiction as me? Is he a hopeless romantic? Is he wearing a spec now? How tall is he? 180? or just average, like 175? Do he believe in fairy tales?
These just merely parts of the questions I formed in my mind. I just only hope for the best. To be hopeful.
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