a study of book and coffee.

1.53 a.m. This is the exact time this post started to be written. I noted this down here just to let you know that I'm wide awake because of the Johnlock fanfics and also a darn delicious coffee.

This post marked as the first here. Well, not actually first if you considered I've written a lot on this blog long before I make this open to public again. What changed my mind, you'd say? I always wanted to share my thoughts to everyone around me and it just takes a longer time for me to make a comeback ever since the end of high school. 

Apart of the first thing here, right now I'm getting ready for my next paper on Wednesday. This paper is going to be hella tough because first, that old bloke could not get me interested in the subject, second, this subject is interesting yet hard to do. I mean when you can get much gist around in your head, you can do the questions but if you don't, you are deaded. You might noticed of the slang and some terms from Sherlock. Pardon me per se.

The night has been colder since I started my ritual to stay late just to get myself used to the rushing revising feelings. But here am I, writing this post just to get my feeling out. Blame me for being notorious for breaking my promises but I can't help this feeling of the need to writing.

I like writing. I really do. I even have the dream to write a book and publish it. This dream faded away ever since I had the trouble continue writing some of the stories in my Wattpad. I just have these enormous writer block which are very unacceptable. I have lots of the dribbles in head. I just can't put them in words. I hardly know why.

Revise? Revision? Management Accounting? Oh dear.

Luckily I've done mostly of them past two weeks. I just need to skim through and do some questions and hopefully, they will stuck inside my mind. My awful imaginative mind. Darn it. I wish I have the brain like the John Nash in A Beautiful Mind. Except the hallucination part of course. Hmmmmmm. Russell Crowe

I better get back to my studies now. So long, mate!


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